ok I had a dream last night and it was so coolish wierd I had to put it in my journal. The group"Dan, Freedom, me, Paige, Hannah," were walking down the hall and then went into the aud. at our school. We sat down at the left front side, of the seats, and started talking and watching the theater group working. Well everything was fine until the girl I have a massive crush on, went on stage,and started to "try" and act. I appearently got up went on on stage, and kissed her on the lips, for a moment it was quite and then she put her arms around me, and started to kiss me passionatly. then the Director grabbed me by the collor and dragged me off stage, the girl touching her lips, and smiled and blushed. Dan and Paige were holding signs and saying "Go Church", and "Rock on" then I was sent to thre office. Later that night during the real performance I showed up and the actors and actresses were singing greek music, and I walked behid the curten back stage , were I met the guy that was dating her. A Stuck up baseball pitching god damned son of a ....... back to the story, so I saw him, and walked by him, he grinned , "She doesn't love" , I smirked, then she noticed me, and came off stage and hugged me and kissed me, in front of her boyfriend, she got down and he punched me and then it went straight into a sword fight with the sowrds coming out of no where. taking the fight all across the room till Dan tossed me a pistol, and the guy was about to stab me and then I shoot him, murmuring' never bring a sword to a gun fight." and then the girl kissed me and then my mom woke me up. Damn my mom to hell for waking me up. oh well, just for those small instant kisses felt real to me, I will continue on my quest to show her how much I torment my self over her, how much I would sacrufice for her, but it would never happen.